Life should be about the fairy tales. Yes, it shouldn't be that way because when you think about it logically - One, fairies don't exist (not proven though) and Two, tales are just that - stories.
I don't care. I still believe in them. Life can be nauseating and suffocating sometimes. But my mind and heart rebels at the thought that there are no happy endings. I still rant at the world but inside I want to feel that there's still something positive about it. Yes, I have professed time and time that 'pessimism' is my middle name. But I want to change that.
So far ever since I got here, I don't want to say it's been all good, but it has not been bad. I'm scared though - yes, the cycle of up and down that I believe happens will surely happen. *Stop! Okay the negativity is creeping in again. But please bear in mind it took me a while before I started to see the brighter side of sunshine.
A lot has happened already. There were a few holidays that have passed and life seems to progress and then before you know it, you're another year older. This year, it didn't seem to bother me as much as before. I used to think that birthdays should be always something important and special. But this year, I was mellow because I didn't have expectations. It made it a whole lot better that way. Honestly, I would still feel bad if no one remembered it. I'm still the girl who loves her cake and whatnot.
This year, I really hoped for the good and the bad. Life is about balance. One always hope for the good but never the bad right? But I believe we need some downtime so we can learn to step up and improve ourselves. So here I am. I will take you on Goliath! Okay, it's a metaphor in case you didn't know. :) But of course my main message here is to never stop believing in fairy tales because I know they do come true. You just have to believe. *Oh great...cheesy lines here I come. :p Seriously though, who doesn't love a happy ending?
